Merry christmassssssss! Happy birhday Jesus! I am at my cousins house currently doing what e always do..... Wath movies. Were watching hellboy2 right now and I am soooo uninterested. Tomorrow is the Christmas party at church and... Our senior video is quite something I must say. I hope that our hard work pays off hehe. Okaayy have a happy holiday! I want to go shopping! Wheee

yay me!

hellooo. so the day finally came when i am no longer a prisoner of braces!!
yes, at around 1PM on Monday, December 21st, i got my braces off. i took a buttload of pictures that night.
here is what i looked like before::


and this is what my teeth are now!!



wheee okay.
so i really like studs.. a lot. hehe and i like shiny things like.. those shiny jackets. and those hooded fur jacket stuff.

anyways i need to really do my school hw.. i am so behind actually because my apenvironmental tchr really looooves giving his students "fun" projects. its easy to do becus you jsut write bs about how much you love nature and how it speaks to your life, and he will give you an A.. its just a huuge waste of time. sigh.
i cant wait for christmasssss!!!! i love seeing my family and making my cousins feel uncomfortable by doing weird things. they accept me though.. or at least one of them does. hahaa.
emmmmm oh my bday is also coming up and i will be 18!! ....whoo hoo!... i guess.
i really wanted to go to this yummy breakfast place in laguna beach with my friends but i think its expensive.. so maybe i will just go with my mom or something.. hm. i dont know.. i dont want like a HUUGEE thing where i have to worry about what to do..ah i have no idea what to do though. i will pray about it!! hahaha.
i have such dry skin it makes me itchy and sad.
i cant wait for new years and have a lot of money and shop at least a little bit at this new found store where i like their stuffffff.. shiny jackets hehe.
mmmmmm.. i am sick but i am much better.. surprisingly i got better when i actually moved around and did stuff.
oh i was watching america's next top model.. an old episode.. and they were at the Great Wall of China.. and my mom was watching it wiht me and she says to me in a serious voice.. "dahye, that is a really famous spot in china. its very very famous." .............she thinks i am effing stupid or something.. i was shocked at her. wow. i try to be nice to her but she just says things and does things that doesnt let me be nice to her.
welllllllll.. i am going to watch a movie on my computer now! haha...like i have been doing for the past few days. yay.

school hehe

hello i am currently in school right now my last class of the day! we are in the computer lab right now and we are doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! hehehe. anyways i am here with jiyoung and heather and they are also doing absolutely nothing.. heather and i are listening to bi <3 tskatskaahhhh~ heather is playing solitaire also and jiy is listening to my itouch. tick tock. today i am going to heesu's violin performance and she always gets me in fo FREEEE yes i love free stuff. i am so relaxed right now. i want to go to the mall and buy the sale stufff.f...omggg outerwear i love~! okay i am feeling a little bit nauseas. and courtney wladyka is being quite weird to us. hehehhe but love her.

heather here!
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rain's voice is..... perfect. can i have him? hahaha errr
dear natalie? if you see kikwang again and you dont show him to me. you will get another punishment from me. benji style. oright? hahaha AND GUESS WHATTTTTTT i finished my card game for the first time!!!!!!!!! yeeeeuh

natalie again
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ma dang sweh=beast restaurant. bye bye blog <3

ha.. finally

So i am here again becus heesu is so lonesome!
this month theres a lot of stuff going onnnn i dont know what to do.. i got accepted to hawaii pacific university and i got a scholarship!! wow.. i was so happy i cried and thanked God again and again. i dont deserve this.. but anyways my family is so discouraging. i was so happy about the scholarship and i tell my bro but he says, "oh i heard that hawaii sucks, are you really going to go there...."
i just wanted to be like, "hey i heard riverside sucks, but you go there huh?" damn at least i got a scholarship what an ungrateful fool.
i called my dad to tell him about hpu and the scholarship but he didnt pick up, or call back......
and my mother was happy about it on the phone and when she came home she saw the tuition again and was like.. blah blah blah money blah loan blahhh scholarship blahblahhh.. and so i got mad but kept my temper down and just said, "then you pick where i go to college and how bout you pretend to be me and YOU finish college..?" and i left to pee... ha..ha... not very kind of me but whatever. and later she says "if you studied harder then you would have gotten a full ride.. or at least half of the tuition could have been paid for you.." wtf i was so mad i dont care about college anymore. let my mom choose, my life is her life right...............okay that actually felt really good.. but no more. i love my family.
btw there is a huge sale at forever 21. 50% off of stuffffff.. pretty coraji.
fasting tomorrow.. gotta pray to have a better heart mind and soul. and for retreat. n stuff..
been gaining weight, but its ok my uncle told me i look better.. haha..
got rid of that habit of picking out my clothes the night before..
christmas is coming
so is my bday
i wish we had white christmases but unfortunately we dont.
our last retreat is coming up. hoping that me and heesu will be in the same group or at least the same cabin. please God?
i love jun gi jang pan. and my dog.
goodnight <3