Merry christmassssssss! Happy birhday Jesus! I am at my cousins house currently doing what e always do..... Wath movies. Were watching hellboy2 right now and I am soooo uninterested. Tomorrow is the Christmas party at church and... Our senior video is quite something I must say. I hope that our hard work pays off hehe. Okaayy have a happy holiday! I want to go shopping! Wheee

yay me!

hellooo. so the day finally came when i am no longer a prisoner of braces!!
yes, at around 1PM on Monday, December 21st, i got my braces off. i took a buttload of pictures that night.
here is what i looked like before::


and this is what my teeth are now!!



wheee okay.
so i really like studs.. a lot. hehe and i like shiny things like.. those shiny jackets. and those hooded fur jacket stuff.

anyways i need to really do my school hw.. i am so behind actually because my apenvironmental tchr really looooves giving his students "fun" projects. its easy to do becus you jsut write bs about how much you love nature and how it speaks to your life, and he will give you an A.. its just a huuge waste of time. sigh.
i cant wait for christmasssss!!!! i love seeing my family and making my cousins feel uncomfortable by doing weird things. they accept me though.. or at least one of them does. hahaa.
emmmmm oh my bday is also coming up and i will be 18!! ....whoo hoo!... i guess.
i really wanted to go to this yummy breakfast place in laguna beach with my friends but i think its expensive.. so maybe i will just go with my mom or something.. hm. i dont know.. i dont want like a HUUGEE thing where i have to worry about what to do..ah i have no idea what to do though. i will pray about it!! hahaha.
i have such dry skin it makes me itchy and sad.
i cant wait for new years and have a lot of money and shop at least a little bit at this new found store where i like their stuffffff.. shiny jackets hehe.
mmmmmm.. i am sick but i am much better.. surprisingly i got better when i actually moved around and did stuff.
oh i was watching america's next top model.. an old episode.. and they were at the Great Wall of China.. and my mom was watching it wiht me and she says to me in a serious voice.. "dahye, that is a really famous spot in china. its very very famous." .............she thinks i am effing stupid or something.. i was shocked at her. wow. i try to be nice to her but she just says things and does things that doesnt let me be nice to her.
welllllllll.. i am going to watch a movie on my computer now! haha...like i have been doing for the past few days. yay.

school hehe

hello i am currently in school right now my last class of the day! we are in the computer lab right now and we are doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! hehehe. anyways i am here with jiyoung and heather and they are also doing absolutely nothing.. heather and i are listening to bi <3 tskatskaahhhh~ heather is playing solitaire also and jiy is listening to my itouch. tick tock. today i am going to heesu's violin performance and she always gets me in fo FREEEE yes i love free stuff. i am so relaxed right now. i want to go to the mall and buy the sale stufff.f...omggg outerwear i love~! okay i am feeling a little bit nauseas. and courtney wladyka is being quite weird to us. hehehhe but love her.

heather here!
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rain's voice is..... perfect. can i have him? hahaha errr
dear natalie? if you see kikwang again and you dont show him to me. you will get another punishment from me. benji style. oright? hahaha AND GUESS WHATTTTTTT i finished my card game for the first time!!!!!!!!! yeeeeuh

natalie again
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ma dang sweh=beast restaurant. bye bye blog <3

ha.. finally

So i am here again becus heesu is so lonesome!
this month theres a lot of stuff going onnnn i dont know what to do.. i got accepted to hawaii pacific university and i got a scholarship!! wow.. i was so happy i cried and thanked God again and again. i dont deserve this.. but anyways my family is so discouraging. i was so happy about the scholarship and i tell my bro but he says, "oh i heard that hawaii sucks, are you really going to go there...."
i just wanted to be like, "hey i heard riverside sucks, but you go there huh?" damn at least i got a scholarship what an ungrateful fool.
i called my dad to tell him about hpu and the scholarship but he didnt pick up, or call back......
and my mother was happy about it on the phone and when she came home she saw the tuition again and was like.. blah blah blah money blah loan blahhh scholarship blahblahhh.. and so i got mad but kept my temper down and just said, "then you pick where i go to college and how bout you pretend to be me and YOU finish college..?" and i left to pee... ha..ha... not very kind of me but whatever. and later she says "if you studied harder then you would have gotten a full ride.. or at least half of the tuition could have been paid for you.." wtf i was so mad i dont care about college anymore. let my mom choose, my life is her life right...............okay that actually felt really good.. but no more. i love my family.
btw there is a huge sale at forever 21. 50% off of stuffffff.. pretty coraji.
fasting tomorrow.. gotta pray to have a better heart mind and soul. and for retreat. n stuff..
been gaining weight, but its ok my uncle told me i look better.. haha..
got rid of that habit of picking out my clothes the night before..
christmas is coming
so is my bday
i wish we had white christmases but unfortunately we dont.
our last retreat is coming up. hoping that me and heesu will be in the same group or at least the same cabin. please God?
i love jun gi jang pan. and my dog.
goodnight <3

I Want..

INFINITE AMOUNTS OF MONEY! haha joking.. Money can't buy everything... not.
Anyways I've been doing a good job not buying much clothes or other things.. but im doing terribly in NOT using money for food... i eat out sooo much now it's impossible to know how I'm still alive and well. I have a lot of things to do liike.....save up money for the infinte amounts of birthdays that are cluttered together in the end of the year and buy bday presents.. hm... go to "Kaiiiserrr and get checked by a supervisoorrr." buy freakin polaroid film!!! hm.. exercise so i can be healthy inside and out. study.. look at colleges.. sigh. Okay so I was laying in bed thinking about all the hairs i had in my highschool years.. and i've had a lot.. and then thought more.. and i realized i had like.. every haircut possible.... my hair was so abused but its still so good to me by growing slowly.....but surely :) anyways.. none of the laundry in this house ever gets done and im constantly running out of underwear and that is not healthy! loll..tehhe.. i am much too lazy to put up any pictures right now. so goodbye and i will see you soon.. oh no i have to get out of here i am getting the feeling of shopping......oh yeah i think i did okay on my first stats test mahaa! chilly weather please come!

Bling Bling

Hello it's been a while siiinnce!! Well my angel haired friend flew off to the east coast without me and i am jealous/sad/bored. I have been trying to fill my days with school stuff and getting back into the gaaamme. Wuthering Heights is one helluva book! both interesting and challenging. hehe. and i have to write the essays for college to turn in as a school summer assignment.. ugh. also stats hw.. ewwie i dont even know what stats is! D:
I went to the mall and into forever 21 but i was just so damn tired that i didnt really see anything that popped out to me.. and i only had 3 dollars in my wallet so it was a no go anyways. i'm so addicted to the song abracadabra and the dance HAHAHA :) so scandalous but thats how it is you know. Heesooop and i made our togas for sr toga day! (we're seniors!! :0) and we both and ellen picked out this shimmer gold material...that is like a portable sauna.. but still shimmer glimmer! it will make us feel like we're in trashbags but we better look like we're in $1000worth togas. like gladiator girls. tehe.
well here it is.. excuse the socks lol. yes there has been some special effects added to it but that is because my camera phone has bad quality! the material actually DOES look like that hehe...kinda. so we're doing this as a group with elaine, jiyoung, me, heesu, ellen, heather, and sofa.
i love 2ne1's version of last farewell. and g dragon's single heartbreaker..though i hear from ellen that it has been ripped off of flo rida's right round..but damn he has a lot of crazy stuff for hair.. hes crazier than me with his hair LOl....
hot girl? no just gdragon....hahah ladygaga...???
well bye friends ..or just heesu hahahah :D

SHOPAHOLIC. D:

when i woke up today i didnt know that i would be falling into my shopping sprees again.. ah.
Well, i went to Savers for the first time today. and it wasnt as bomb diggidy as i hear it to be.. i mean its just like any other thrift store. Maybe it's because i didnt look in the right places. because at thrift stores you HAVE to look at the right places.. but i personally like goodwill better still. Anyways, my day started from going to Savers, trying on a few stuff but not liking any of it, and leaving without buying anything. I felt pretty good because i stopped myself from buying useless clothes that i will end up not even wearing, no matter how cheap it was. I was kind of disappointed at savers so i went to goodwill and bought a granny bag (something i knew i needed one day) and an ugly/retro/comfortable/puffy jacket. the jacket was one item that i regretted buying today. Then I went to the mall cus i was hungry for both food and forever21... -__- and i didnt even buy food there. I went to forever and bought some stuff. then went to for love and bought a ring and a necklace. after the mall i stopped by rite aid to get 99c icecream! :D



everyone needs a good granny baggie


eh? eh? whatever it feels good

Sometimes thrift shopping just doesn't cut it.. i need my manufactured clothes that are made in all different sizes


generic dress. but it makes me feel like little miss sunshine!


panda shirt


i finally got one of those long jumpers!


necklace and ring. pwetty.
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